~angelstar107
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Drift along the darknessSpin, for me, a bed of comfort in this day of breaking sorrows Tell me the things I long to hear to chase away the clouds Slowly, I feel myself slipping away into that darkest night All alone, here, without you to guide my wayDrift along the darkness
I am not strong enough to walk my way home alone You’ve always held me close at times like these When I was afraid that the sky would pour down its grief upon me And split the skies asunder with the echoes of its pain
Where do I go, now, without you to guide me? I am scared, frozen still here in the rains of tonight Still wanting to believe I
in Open on 9/3/08
Falling Spirit - Chapter 2Chapter 2 – BondsFalling Spirit - Chapter 2
The Child kept on running, ducking around corners and weaving between guards in the hallways. Many stopped to stare at their princess, drinking in the sight of her blooded face. No one spoke, nor tried to stop her. She kept on running, trying to get away from it all.
“Yuki!” A voice called out, followed by a powerful gust in air.
Yuki didn’t stop running, even though she recognized the voice. Eventually, she slowed her pace down, emerging out into the garden that once belonged to her mother before falling to her hands and knees, exhausted and crying. From the
in Fantasy on 4/5/08
Falling Spirit - Chapter 1Chapter 1: BeginningsFalling Spirit - Chapter 1
~Circa 980~
“Child, where have you hidden?” A tender voice called out into the orchard.
It was a calm, beautiful morning in the Twilight City. All creatures, great and small, lived harmoniously with their surroundings, and created for themselves a haven that matched fabled legends of a Kingdom of Eternal Peace. The Matron Mother, a human of soft complexion and cheeks of a tawny hue, emerged into the orchard outside her palace home. Her white garments were long and flowing, and seemed to radiate a celestial feel from them. Anyone who would stand in her presence would be in
in Fantasy on 4/3/08
Under the Snow Covered MoonIt's not enough to simply be beside you Unless I am held close by your side. It's not a friendship if you can't depend on me, And I'm not happy unless I see you smile It is my only wish is just to see you Overjoyed, and full of glee My ever-playful, sweet kitten Just you wait and see.Under the Snow Covered Moon
Someday, we will open up our eyes And gaze unto the deep, blue sea Someday, we'll chase the whispers on the wind Past the reaches of the sky So don't worry now, my sweet kitten I'll be here for you, only you So keep your chin up high now I'll be waiting for you... &n
in Surrealism on 10/3/07
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- Current Age: 20
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- Interests: Gaming, Being with friends, having a good time, writing stories and poems, Being Affectionate
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- Personal Quote: Crying doesn't make me weak. It's what shows that I'm mortal.
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i feel the darkness filling my very soul dissolving what little light that i carried and i fear what i will become please someone stop this terrible darkness from taking over me i know not what it is or its purpose but please stop it...please..before...it
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"If you're drinking apple juice, and it feels warm... odds are, that isn't apple juice."
Might i ask.. what you try to do to yurself? If you don't wanna place there here in DA thats okay, you could just as well use the notes function in the tob bar for a private message.
My lil sis (close to 18 so she's till my lil sis ^^) do that scratching thing to her arms. She's all over that now bit you can still see it if you look closely.
Don't worry on how i think of yourself, if you only shown part of yourself you did show the right part and it shows your no psycho or loser. ..
Your right about several things, but you are wrong about 2.
first thing: I can never actually go through it because people like you care about me. Regardless of how much I want to kill myself, i can never commit the act as long as the will of those I love bind me to this world.
Second thing: My ex was never mean nor cruel to me in any regard. If you look at my journal entry "A Dark Rememberance" you'll see that it was I who ended the relationship to try to find myself and protect him from pain. I was mistaken though. I caused him a great deal of pain, and if anything, I'm the sspsychomanicloser you speak of because of it.
I hope this doesn't upset you Killy-kun...
The act itself is in a sence cowardly, the saying to yoursel "i'm not worth living" only states issues yur not willing to face anymore and your to blinded to see the solution.
What depression is is give me power to face life better. it coaped witrh myself as i was my own worst enemy...
You better not go scratch yourself or anything nasty like my lil sis did cuz of her b/f who was an asspsychomanicloser! folksd like that arn't even worth dying for >_>
Because of it, I became a little of an adventurer. I began to experiment with things to see if i like them. I became more open minded, seeing new things with eyes unclouded. And I even found pieces of myself along the way. It makes you wonder...
Is being depressed truely that bad?
Well..yeah. with 49 attempts at suicide, mood fluxes, anti-social-ness.... I think i qualify for the bad part of the depression, but hey, i also qualify for the good side.
So it sucks, but hey, its life.
When life gives you lemonade, make orange juice. A friend of mine say that. Basically, if life sucks, makes the best of it.
I still prefer: if life gives you lemons, made enough lemonade for everyone. It means when life sucks, share your pair with the world and open your arms to new friends.
Depression is a part of my life. I am depressed, and because of it, I know people like you. I just do my best to survive.
I know of the hiding you speak of as well, it's something i became very skilled at..
Being depressed is a strange thing as it eats and nibbles on your inner self. It's really hard to explain.
Over time i did my best getting over it but it doesn't always works. There's only so much you can make your mind do.
Guess there's not to much more to say on it.. Wish i could help but i also know how hard that can be even if i get to hear it in detail. I believe my depression made part of who i am now, in a bad and good way i guess.
~Res
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